What do you want from me?

I don't really get it. I've been trying very hard to get over you, and finally, after 2 years, i did it. I managed to successfully not think about you. At all. And now, you came looking for me again. And what is that supposed to mean? You texted me so suddenly and started pouring out your problems. I mean, where is your girlfriend when you needed her the most. It's not that I'm blaming her, but aren't you supposed to turn to her the moment you have problems? Why do you still bother to come looking for me? Why do you want to make things so complicated again? Just so you know, when you did not reply me when i sent you a birthday text, I really want to thank you for doing so. Because i don't feel a thing. That means i'm really over you. And that you do not care. But now, what is all this supposed to mean? What do you want from me? Do you think that you have not hurt me enough? And you are just so selfish. Do you really expect me to be there for you when you are not even there for me in times i needed you most? And don't you ever think of lying to me that you had not know how much i felt for you. I have given you so many chances, but you never appreciate them and i always end up feeling so disappointed in you. And don't you ever tell me that you do not feel the same way as i do, because you'll be lying to yourself. It still hurts, you know? Do you think i felt nothing whenever i pass through the places where we had our memories back then? If you do think so, you are wrong. And let me tell you this, you have given me memories that no one can ever replace them, and i am thankful for that. But for now, please, do not do this anymore. Both of us know very well enough that it is not going to get us anywhere. So, please don't ever do this again.